Absorbtion

Lost Humanity

Shame and discomfort sets into the self once following this darkness.
We are rare human, shadowed caste into loneliness, hidden, abandonment to this society.

Blood of humans run down this clean room, newly painted.

Pollock of emptiness, staged for a final lost attention

The unfamiliar affection, distant loneliness, years of this neglect

This final act, end of life, action of suicide to this theatrical showmanship

Comfort in knowing, nothingness, the final scene is for once noticed

Dramatic, destructive, selfish and with a open obscurity.

Dark, nothingness, have your attention, the relevance to your life.

Once in your limitless selves, I mattered and mentioned of the humanity given over this miserable existence.

The funerals, same agenda for years to honor is of habit

Family Religious service, a viewing, cards ordered, post on social media for self attention

You have the most Thumbs up, care and heart emojis from the strangers

The gift of suicide is driven to your selfish ego stroked pleasure

This is the gift for you

Truly never mattered

Judged, hated, and beaten everyday into the darkness.

You are the hero, self absorbed human

failure, rewarded destruction of modern obedience

Life is delicate, scientific singular gift of existence

Intelligence is dark and will always be lonely

this entirety of life is of hell

Endless pain, death, hatred for idiocy, became exhausted in this hope

Artist have a stage, a true end of self that is of the only control

The white, organized, clean, intentional

the hollow canvas to end the pain, suffering hatred

Our final act, the gift

your thoughts of greatness, how you knew myself, stories of best friends.

Stories of my heart, memories of how giving and kind

how the world is missed with my loss

where the f**k were these thoughts, feelings and love while alive?

Never meant anything to your self absorbed life

F*****g cowards, fake, plastic, diseased humanity.

Nothing, alone, dark, Buried Red Drips.

Your upset now reading this, a week or less later, You in certain

Forgotten this human and the new selfish existence prevails.

You will go out and go out for the week

absorption of taken attention for your fake loss

sleep well, snuggle and check your social media numbers

soulless self awakes to a new day feeling wonderful

succubus you are and life will mindlessly move

A waste.

Empty.

Parasite.