pretty girls like dead starsA Poem by jaye riveri want to hurt like pretty girls, it’s the god awful truth, ashamed to admit to something so ugly and unfit i want to be worthy of the hurt, i want to be wanted even when the want turns into something violent at least, i’ll be worth more than to be worth the cause of infliction, violent indulgence would be enough they just don’t understand, don’t need to answer to anyone when you’re the man cigarette ashes and wet eyelashes, lipstick stain on your cheek like a bruise, our own little world, they just don’t understand, you hurt me and i take it like a man you get what you pay for and i’m in debt, i have to claw my way out, my loan shark of grief, towering over me like a king and a thief call me what you want, i’ll be your man, do with me what you want, i’ll understand, you don’t get me, but i understand
under my eyes and down my cheeks give you a show, i’ll stare in the mirror and admire the glow of my eyes and my puffy red lips in the dim bedroom light, i’ll never put up a fight, and i know that it’s wrong but with you it feels right i made the bed, i guess i gotta lie in it, you’re bright like a star, the ones that have been hanging dead for years in the sky when i was losing my mind, funny how my body betrayed me and you didn’t mind i’ll take what you give me and put it on the shelf, you indulge in me your tendencies that you can’t bear yourself dark red nails, sharp stained where skin breaks, you never explain yourself, you just say there’s things we give and we take your fingertips burn, volcanic ash left on my skin undo me, buttons and latches and hooks, undress my body and tell me how it looks, each time i cross the threshold, you reinfect me, chronic unprotected, than what exists, turning corners, always haunting what i miss © 2024 jaye riverAuthor's Note
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11 Reviews Added on October 19, 2023 Last Updated on June 6, 2024 Tags: poetry, free verse, love, romance, pain, relationships, toxic Authorjaye riverAbouthello, i'm hoping to make friends and get feedback on my poetry. i'm 25 years old. feel free to say hi! i'm t.s. eliot's biggest fan more..Writing
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