Payback

When she returns after 2 years..

I was sincere then..

I suffered because 

You were not.. 

You never did suffer then.

But after 2 long years,

2 long years of my tears..

You've came back from nowhere!

"I was waiting for you"

"I never did love again"

"I loved you till the end"

You say..Lies..You say!

I came to see you..

Not 'cuz I missed you,

But 'cuz I wanted to see..

I wanted to see how desperate you are.. 

Desperate for love.. My love..

I guess no one has loved you the way I did..

Still..Something remains a secret..

Why'd you come back?

Why'd you never contact..

I was dying without you.

And you just left me to die.

I remember when we were in the world of dreams,

You said to me when we were about leave..

"Be away..But don't betray..

I know minds sway,

But if you want,you'd find a way,

And I've no doubt,you'd stay.."

And stay I did..

Never did my mind sway..

But you..you filthy..b***h!

Fell for someone rich..

And my heart broke to bits!

The day you called me again,

I thought of not coming..leaving you,

But then I thought of how much I've suffered!

I've only ever hurt you so few..

But now, it's gonna be rougher!

So we're back to page one,

The same suffocation that I've felt once,

Is coming back again..

But this time you've dug your own grave..

'Cuz this visit of yours will be my payback!

Have you ever seen someone bleed ?

I guess you haven't..

Lucky you..

This time it's you whose gonna bleed,

Something for me to feed.

I wanna see you bleed your heart out,

The same way I kept everyone out..

Out of my world..Out of my life!

Waiting for you,

To come back to my life!

And look how the games change..

You're back..You've came to me..

After 2 years you've came back,

Only for me to have my payback!

So this is how god plays the game..

I understand now that 'you' still exist!

I stopped believing in you..

The day she left..But now..

I know you're there.. I just know!

So let me clarify.. 

I was sincere then, 

You may be sincere now.. 

But we never were sincere together, 

And this won't be forever.. 

This will end the day I get my revenge.. 

This payback is gonna hurt you 

This payback is gonna teach you.. 

This payback is gonna change you.. 

On top of everything.. This is my payback 

'Cuz you threw me off-track!|

Now listen to me ..I'm gonna be loud and clear..

I'm not gonna stay to make this a fairy tale ending..

I'm gonna leave just when you can't live without me!

I'm gonna let you be,

Alone.. Just like you've left me to die..

Just like how everything was a lie..

Sometimes revenge can be the only way,

To forget about what people say..

To forgive them and be in peace.. 

This payback is the least,

I can do to get some relief!

Author's Note

Haha.. God is great.. The 'you' in my poems have come back to me! :P
The 'you' that broke me.. This time it's not gonna be a happy ending! :D

Please do read and review ! :)

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Hard to forgive sometimes and easy to want to wound.
"Now listen to me ..I'm gonna be loud and clear..
I'm not gonna stay to make this a fairy tale ending..
I'm gonna leave just when you can't live without me!"
When the heart turn cold. Love is out of the question. I liked the above line and thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Aswin R Prasad]

Thank you so much :)

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome.

[andrew mitchell]

A lot of hurt in this write, reeks of pain and suffering at the hands of love and loss. A nice write

[Aswin R Prasad]

Thank you so much :)

[zunie frost]

Great work
love this poem

[zunie frost]

Great work
love this poem

[Aswin R Prasad]

Thank you so much ! 😊

[Emily]

I really like this!
I liked story it tells!
Well done!
Keep on writing!

[Aswin R Prasad]

Thank you so much.. glad you liked it ! :)