godspeed

Scrape the body on rough edge
lines a map across my flesh
close your eyes, shut your mind
don't fall behind, keep going ahead
to the place up in the clouds,
nirvana waits, restrict, allow
as i crawl into my cold bed
on this pillow lay my single head
see into dreams, but not too far, 
perfect girl sits on a star
she memorizes each precious scar
dissolving sugar into tar
intricate detail along the thighs
a personality for every single line
surviving on so she won't fall
crumbs and venom
blades and dolls.