Next Time My Heart Breaks, Scatter the Pieces in the Sea.

come live in my world,
where holidays are just another day
because everyday we’d spend
together is special.
come live in my world,
where it’s anything but perfect
but i promise
we’ll be fine.
just forget your worries,
‘cause i swear every time
i’m with you
i’ll forget mine.
just forget your worries,
even if just for a little while,
it’s hard to have fun when
you’ve got things on your mind.
don’t you know i loved you dearly?
don’t you know i meant each word sincerely?
don’t you know i wish you knew
all the things i didn’t tell you.
like, how i loved the noise
of your incoming call.
and even the butterflies
that kicked through it all.
and your voice that
soothed them all away.
and then you’d say,
i love you.
i loved you.
and though there are many more
things to say,
it’s hard when you want to change
the things that happened yesterday.
the need to bury love
that died so long ago,
the feeling of never
wanting to give up hope.
the struggle of moving forward,
just to fall back,
similar to that of an ocean wave.
a process that seems impossible to break.
when you feel like the smallest of shells
just strung along for the ride.
the flashbacks that haunt you,
the sweet words that taunt you.
the feeling of loved and lost
never quite goes away.

Author's Note

No capitalization 'cause I was too lazy...