a plea for the night

not so was i,

consumed

by agitation

to correspond

or to knock

to her phone.

…

for there were

preoccupations

which drip on her

still silhouette

…

supine were these

limbs and brows

as I thought of our not

so distant days, the plays,

the cuddling warm moments.

…

she was,

i was,

i suppose,

listlessly endeavoring to calm ourselves,

and douse such fragrant flagrance

formed from the past night’s

off

of

    silvery

  fallin ‘

           blades    …

                         i

                       know

                  not how

          to show

                 a stern whip for my heart

         or evenly cut my expressions down to a dot.

   she abhors my inclination for an impetuous response

to a  rainy situation; or her cautious, tenacious social-dance.

      acceptance for queer yet at times sweet tendencies

           lead to piles and sacks and tons of queries.

                    the old night cries in pain again

                      as i end this affective---

                               displacement,

                                   without

                                      any

       __ gain.

Reviews

[Belle]

Persistence plus Patience equals Excellent Result, classmate. If you desire someone, persist without queries.

[seath]

iling-ilingon classmate, one step closer to my doom
for every attempt----

[Belle]

Id' rather swim in a pool of failures, than allow myself to be drowned by what ifs in life...

[seath]

when everything has been said and done
..... and what's left is to pick yourself up....
i will say not more than anything---- but silence