Once again into play you have reared your ugly soul What has caused you to show yourself to her today? So many months had passed with no sign of you She thought she had prayed your hurt away
You left her to loose footing at the edge of unstable cliff Only now she has found the strength to move from its edge She has blocked you from her heart and finding a new start Reclaiming the inner strength that was placed upon its ledge
You got some nerve to show up again Just to mess with her heart and mind Regrets maybe for what now you see How could your heart have been so blind?
I hope you now truly know 'you reap what you sow' I hope that karma truly knows your name For there was no excuse for the brutal abuse God help me ... I wish your heart to hurt the same
Sorry your games you will no longer play Not one feeling of guilt I have leaving this to you I helped pick up the shattered pieces you left behind I will not let you dissolve the fresh glue
Deliberately you brought her to trust again Delighting in the game of hearts that you played Once sure she was totally yours you tipped your hand To viciously tear all self esteem away
Where were you when your deed was done Leaving your cruelty to replay in her mind Where were you when I heard her sob That herself she could no longer find
Where were you when the cradle found my phone When I worried of what she might do Where were you when her new day began To be another day not wanted to live through
You gotta a nerve I'll tell you true STOP this before you even think to begin She is finally beginning to find herself again I won't allow you to bring that to an end
You hide away for months pretending you are gone Then you rear your ugly head A sadist heart to again try to break apart Whom he had already left for dead
No matter what you say .. Maybe it is even today You will regret what you so cruelly threw away If I could perhaps I would feel sorry for you But instead to you I say ...
You forgot with whom you played the game And I'll give you this For awhile it appeared you would win But she is now moving away from all the pain A beautiful metamorphosis about to begin
If it were that it was only a love gone bad Then perhaps maybe I could have seen But you ripped and tore her heart from bitter start 'I love you .. I love you not' Played with such glaring purposeful glee
Please go away ... Leave her in peace
Please, please, just go away! Leave her heart to again find the sun STOP THIS NOW ... Before it is even once again begun At here expense you have lived your fun
YOU COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL YOU COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL ... ... you could have had it all And now ... who is left to fall?
nice rant,I feel the emotion,the pain,the loss...
at times it is good to get things off your mind,as well as tell other people this saddest of stories.
it shames me to see how mean some people are to others,
it shames me to see what humanity is capable of,
that they should put other people through this kind of hell.
good work on this write.
OMG Lesa you have so clearly spoken the heart of us both
You suggested I write to this song well my sweet you just
did that for me... You have spoken two hearts and spoken
them clear. Sugar of all the writes you have done, selfishly
I claim this to be your best. This is the first time I have truly
seen you write with out guarded emotions. You need to do this
more often... This was absolutely AWESOME.... so good always
knowing you have my back door as I do yours.
I am so glad
That you have dropped in
To meet a new face
And experience a new heart
Come along with me as
Aspiring Angel speaks to
Me in whispers that brings
Her thoughts to live.. more..