Windmills

Windmills When the shadows fall to evening And the silence screams my name In the pretense of the believing That I can still dance in the rain   Circles never to find closing When the heart remains the same Left still to you your choosing Of how we must play the game   And the clock is swiftly taking The life that is lived within today My tears will soon find their falling As they have in yesterdays   I am soon to find you gone With the memories living on   Locked in vessels of forgiving I have placed heartache upon a shelf Pretending all is right between us For preservation of the self   Movies continuously playing Just beyond the windows of my mind Pause cannot find its meaning When the remote you cannot find   The day moves to the tomorrow With the yesterdays still in place Do not look upon the heartache Better safely hid away   The circles still belong And I will soon find you gone   Your mind granted the forgetting Of the pictures really never seen Brought to me is still the nightmare Of what became of you and me   The circles ever widening When the evening shadows call Not easy is the hiding Of the biggest hurt of all   Discarded was our meaning When a stranger called you friend My vision left to his demeaning Your care insisted to be his   Now he calls you Mommy With you calling him your son Leaving heart in painful longing Not understanding where it belongs     Like a circle in a spiral Like a wheel within a wheel Never ending our beginning On an ever spinning reel   As the images unwind Like the circles That you find In the windmills of your mind Ring around the rosey Pockets full of Posies Ashes ... Ashes We all fall down Aspiring Angel January 2010

Reviews

[Kelsie Eileen Stark]

This was beautiful. Grat song choice as well. ;]

[Donna DeLong Matthews a..]

Oh my dearest of dear friends you are my soul and when yours hurts
so does mine... I have no words... I have not enough love... to remove
this life long pain. I can only be there for you when all chances of
change are gone. When every breath drawn is gone and can no longer
spew pain and heartbreak

Sweetie your time will come when you can release the blame and
realize She is who She is... I had to find my way there and you will
too... I will walk every step with you. I will pick you up when you stumble
I will dry every tear for that is what you have done for me and what
friends do for friends. With the help of God and me you will survive
this and come out of it a better wife ... mother ... grandmother
I left friend out because you are already the best there is....

This needless to say this was another awesome rendering of that
beautiful heart of yours. Even with all the pain and agony
handed to you ... You still show such love and respect...
Big HUGE hugs to you on this one

Love U More Girlie Girl
KKD

[cecil]

a very well rounded piece that shares sadness of a loss,that is what i feel when reading these words and the wondering of what happened within this relationship,,to me beautifully written with much heart and soul,,but as well sad,,,Blessings..Cecil