What Is Now My World ... Part Eleven

What Is Now My World ... Part Eleven

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With tears
Streaming down her cheeks
Alona pushes her way
Past Anthony

His unannounced arrival
Afording her a way
To escape from Robert




Not now Anthony!

How could you not have told me
That you are not
Who you have pretended to be

You enticed me to believe
To dream ...
And then you take the dream away?

How could you have let me
Find out this way
That you are not only a lier
But that being tied to another
Tops your list of lies?

HOW  COULD  YOU
DO  THIS  TO  ME!!!!

. . . . . how could you?




Into the night Alona takes her flight.

Running . . .

. . . Just running.








What
Is  Now  My  World

Part  Eleven





Alona finds herself once again
In a state of utter desperation

A feeling that had
Grown foreign to her
In the time she had grown
To love Anthony.

Retreating into the night
Wandering aimlessly
She tries to make sense
Of her last few hours in Hell.



How could Anthony have kept
This from her?

She trusted him with her life
And he too
Had played her for a fool?



She had let her life
Get entirely out of hand
Yet once again.

Was Robert
Really molesting Cassie

Or ....

Was this just another
One of his twisted
Little schemes
To drive her over the edge?



The thought of Robert touching
Her precious little girl
Brought visions of
Her own yesterday's.



Too vivid were still
The feelings of not understanding
Why Daddy seemed to
Only want to play his games
When there was no one at home.



Had Cassie now too
Become the unwilling player
Of games whose secrets left her
Terrified of the next visit?



Absolute hatred for the beast
That betrayed the innocense
Of their child
Raged within her.




Robert you are going to find
A very deep burning hole
For what you have done
To our baby  

Somehow it will be my pleasure
To be the one to send you there!

Watch over  YOUR  shoulder
For a change Robert
Because I am going to become
Your own worst nightmare!''



''NOT  A  THREAT ...

A  PROMISE!''




Oh Cassie
My little angel!

How could I have not
Let myself see?



Mommy's so sorry Sweetheart!

So very sorry!





The darkened streets
Are cold and empty
Of anyone to see her tears.



Within their shadows
Stalks the nightmare
That has yet to be seen.



Into this story comes again
Feelings of heartache and betrayal  

And yet . . .

Anthony's separation
Has been long standing.

He has been used the same as she.

Had he really
Done anything so wrong?



If Robert had not told her
How many more months would
She have gone on without
Knowing the complete truth?



Crushed promises and confusion
Plays within Alona's heart
While at home Anthony and Robert
Find their voices.



With 'Happily  Ever  After'
seeming impossible to find ....



This story finds its way to be continued




 






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What Is Now My World Part Eleven


 


© 2008 Aspiring Angel


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Quite a mind set of twist and turns. Lesa, you have brought out the truth of reality in every day life as this writing unfolds. I still want to kick (Roberts tail) LOL. i feel really bad for Alona and her daughter.

You really know how to bring out the emotions of a reader, drawing them into such real characters.

A master piece continues to unfold.

Art

Posted 16 Years Ago



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