Free from the common din

Free from all the medalling and the common din, of the daily life, i want to spend my life on the verge of extinction, my life worth the wait of a lifetime of wrongdoings and understanding them, but not to make them right but only to make other people see it through my eyes. All through the extensive world i searched for a place which i could call my own, a beauty that i could call my soul, a balance where i could delicately place myself to rest and it should suffice.

My life never belonged to anyone else other than mine, but now i have grown weary of my own self. I have never looked at me in the same way i have looked for others and never appreciated my beauty. Nonetheless i have always thought myself to be a better human but a frail being. Now i want to listen to the sound of the dew drops falling on the meadow. I want to be the like the wild flowers who grow anywhere without care but even then they amaze the world with their pleasant site. I want to be left uncared for, my hair unkempt, my shirt bright, and my shoes dusty with sand of eternal freedom’s lust. My lips continuously chanting the songs that i like, which has helped me all the way but i couldn’t thank them enough for the fear that others might ruin their beauty.

Torrents of emotions, dormant inside of me, waiting and creeping out like never before. I cannot hold it much longer. I need a place to dump these emotions for hardly anyone will understand them and give their due respect. I didn’t anticipate that my emotions would be in such a waste. Nevertheless i am happy and content with the contents of the universe and its little mysteries. I find the world acting in funny ways. My greatest achievement now proves to be my greatest folly and i am deemed unfit because of it. What am i do about it!