my Shea

are you my masked man or are you just a faerie tale i hope this is not just a dream one i'm going to wake up from and realize that you were only the man i wanted you to be why do you care so much for me even when i always turn you down you say that you will wait for me but damn i don't want to wait but i'm stuck in between what i need and what i want but my boyfriend is here and i don't know how to leave him i feel we could be together for a long time but i am scared to ruin what ever we are feeling right now i don't know what to do all i know is i want and i need you