It's your choice

At some point in time...You just give up with some everlasting issues.

When life hands me the unforgettable memories

Singing like deathly melodies

I burst the tune and burn it

So I can turn it

Into something joyful, yet fake

It'll whip around and bite you in the a*s like a snake

I soak in the tub

As if it were a pub

Drowning in guilt and sorrow

No idea what's coming for tomorrow

Pondering 'Could i have stopped this tragedy?'

Thinking that there could be some type of remedy

It has to be my fault

It's time to open this locked vault 

Let the secrets spew out

It's time to scream and shout

'Give me answers"

Instead this burden harps on me like deadly cancer

There is no way to fix someone in this state of mind

She is nowhere close to kind

She is selfish

There is nothing she desires to accomplish 

I know her

If only I could show her

She doesn't care to know who her children really are

Or the damage she's left, bruises and scars

These god damned narcotics

There is absolutely no logic

What the hell is she doing?

Is she just living life, cruising?

She is going to die a miserable death

Cause she is addicted to meth

Sorry Mom

I couldn't save you this time.

Reviews

[Zoltan]

I'll be short this time: You got it through.

[ashleymarie]

Yeah. I did. Funny thing is..She's actually probably dead in a ditch right now.

[Zoltan]

You can only really help those who let you. I mean within. What they show and how they act is a completely different story.
It can be a painful and maddening feeling to see someone withering away, but in the end everybody is responsible for himself/herself.
If there is really nothing to be done, there is no point in dragging down another soul. You.

[ashleymarie]

Such good advice!