Stuck in Television Static

Getting myself into meaningless flings to try and deny my feelings for someone in particular.

I’m not sure why

But I continuously try to fling myself

Into meaningless things

Relationships with all the wrong people

When all I really want is you

Maybe it’s the loneliness

How hopeless I feel sometimes

When it comes to me and you

Maybe it’s that I’m torn

I don’t want to be alone

And I know I shouldn’t wait around for you

Yet I know I probably will

And stop going into these flings

That leave me nothing but hurt