on my mind

thoughts of you settle in the corners of my mind.
they make themselves at home in any space they find.
how do i move on when you wont get out of my head?
i wish i wasnt stuck on you, and was moving on instead.
you have even managed to find me when im asleep,
invading my mind when im supposed to be at peace.
everything about these dreams seems so real.
there you are, telling me how you truly feel.
and then the sunshine comes pouring in and im awake,
left doting on the dreamy images that i cant shake.
and for the life of my i just cant stop thinking of you
it doesnt seem to matter that i really, really want to.
and im tired of this battle, im tired of the pointless fight
so for now i will surrender, and raise that flag thats white.
i give in to all thought of you and lose myself in them.
they will just have to tide me over until i see you again.

Reviews

[TragicEndings]

this was beautiful and touching, I can definitely relate.

[princesspoet]

did you have a dream about someone finding out about camming? it is to bad you won't speak up and have a real friendship with them to tell them about these dreams..missing out in your cloaking...never say they did not try enough times through trolling or other methods..she did...

you missed out on opportunities of sharing...