So now I've moved my car from the drive to the curb,
because it won't be long before I'm pulling out for good.
It won't be long before everything changes again,
and if I've ever needed it I need it now.
Because the only thing I've learned here is how to hate.
Everyone and everything,
and especially myself.
I spend more time on a bar stool then I do my bed,
and when I find my way there more then not I'm not alone
Most of the time I should be.
When did everything become so stagnant?
Why does everything become so stagnant?
And I'm sorry to leave it in this state of disarray
But I've always been honest about the fact that I don't care
About anything
Or anyone
Not even myself.
So how can you hope to be different?
Nothing is ever different.
But I will fix it for you,
The cars on the curb now,
and it won't be long before I'm pulling out for good.