Try again?

I want to try again

To get a new fresh start

But they won't let me shed my skin

They only break my heart

I sit at a new table

With a new friend

But they all are still mad at me

Nothing changed in the end

I'm going to get my hair cut

A new appearance will do 

Inside I'm still the same sad person, 

With a heart still blue

I'll never be the same again

I'll never change inside

But in the end does it really matter

Because I only hide