The painful memories slip up once again
For how long this time I’m now sure
The heart once full is not empty
It aches again trying to hold back the tears
To continue on throughout the day is unbearable
Always putting on a smile so no one sees the pain
Making my eyes shine from behind the clouds
Being strong on the outside while weak on the inside
You say I still have your heart
You say you won’t let me go
You said you’d come back one day
You said I have to let you do this now
I have to let you fly away for a while
I’ve gone on living life the best I can
People continue to weave in and out of my life
There’s still no sign of you anywhere
Maybe you’ll never fly back home
I try to sleep as the stars fill the sky
Whishes are being spread throughout the world
Dreams are being formed and fading
Hearts are being give and taken away
That night I had little hope left in me
Somehow you were right there next to me
I said nothing but
snuggled up close
No tears fell at all that night
You held me in your arms all day long
I felt safe and everything was better
You were promising to never leave again
I’m scared to let you back in though
But you have finally flown home