i was the one

i was the one

A Poem by Aries

I try keep my eyes always open for you because before I was always asleep
at noon and up at two.
I still remember the sound of your voice so clear,
baby why are you never here?
You said it so soft,
so quiet,
making sure no one else would ever hear.
I was addicted to the loud houses of people who were all predicted to be
bottles of Whiskey and bags of mystery.
But baby, oh baby, I promise I'll change.
Remember the long walks and the deep talks that made us leap into the deep unknown
we later called love
You were 18, 
in and out of jail sending letters in the mail, 
walking a path you thought would lead you up, but only went down.
I remember the next time you went to jail. 
I was at a party waiting for your name to pop up as a text
when SHE said oh he's probably next to a cop in the shop. 
She, was right.
That was the start of what was thought to be the end. 
I fell in love with the messy writing and the rules we would always bend. 
On the phone I was your mom who they would not shun.
5 minutes to 10 minutes,
days to weekends,
more and more time we spent together, 
so much I started to rhyme.
But in time things went from a nine to a below freezing,
in my steps hoping you would never see me because I was a mess. 
Until one day you left, 
and I no longer understood the rhyme
I had to say
to stay away 
from the bay
where you lay 
making it impossible for me to say, 
please stay.
I have been the one who has loved you all along.

© 2017 Aries


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Added on February 25, 2016
Last Updated on January 18, 2017
Tags: love, addiction, relationship, jail, sad, true, teens

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Aries
Aries

Your finger tip drew halos around the heads of snow angels, you saved me., Canada



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