princess, but prisoner

people think everything should be okay with me and that my life should be perfect, and wait what? you're sad? you shouldn't be sad, you've a family, you've everything you want, when you say i want something they bring it to you, you eat, you sleep, what else do you want?

and here is the worst thing, I'm not happy with that, it's a prison, nothing more than a prison to me, i cant do what i want, i cant go out alone to calm my mind, there's always a problem with that. I dont even act normal with them. 

Its not a normal life, all i want from this life, a normal life. I wanna laugh with them, to go out with them, to do what i want with them. But i cant, they dont want me the way iam, they want me the way i should be, like them, and i refuse that, i will be just me.

They treat me like a princess, yes. But princess who is in thier prison.