Death Freezes Over

2:50 am.

no light,just a giant blinding.

sun is betraying the other half,

and the moon is hiding.

no sleep,

no scream,

silence is all,

no thoughts

no fear

darkness is winding.

memories will kill but for now,

they're hitting & hurting & shouting.

life is the painful lie I don't live,

death is the merciful fate I don't reach,

wich one will I get?

I'm dying inside me finding.

if death was to take me,by now

he was here beside me reminding,

you're hair,you're lips,you're smile

cause that's all I wanna see

before I know I'm lost in the horizon fading.

4:00 am.

another night,no sleep

it's been so long I can't remember

my heart beating,

my lips smiling.

it was just another night yet it was

another thousand years of crying

and I'll be here still

screaming,bleeding,fighting...