Diaries of a dead yearn

tearful is her eyes as she looks back to her dark corner

wondering for the thousandth time what her life would be without this damn feeling

thinking back all the years she waited in there

bleeding in her dark solitude in wish to see the light again

carrying the fake smile all life long

seeing no light with her bright eyes

darkness was her destiny

the dark corner has always been tracing her

and she could never run away from it

tearful was her eyes as they told her not to cry

as they buried her soul deep in the pain

as they took her heart and ripped it apart

as they killed the truth and planted the lie

as the blood tears dipped her face,tearful was her eyes

tearful was her eyes

as she began to realize

she didn't have to stay with them

emotionless in a cage

she wanted to feel something real even if it was pain

so she ran away

she began to look for a place to stay

till she got back where she was

where it all started,where it all ends

the dark corner was waiting still

hungry for her lost soul to place in

so she gave up and went inside,tearful was her eyes

tearful is her eyes as she's walking out

not in seek of the light

cause she has lost her sight

she's walking cause she can't wait anymore

it's been too long and she's still alone

she just wanna put an end to this

to a life she's not gonna miss

life: it's always been so cruel

home: it's always been so dark and cold

so why must she wait anymore?

it's just a moment of the pain she carried with her soul

so she walks away as she's looking back at the corner

where she lost her heart

where she grieved in dark

tearful is her eyes....

Reviews

[arash.suicide]

tnx jessica,well obviously I know what she's running from but I like to leave it a little open for the reader to put their emotions in it...
I don't want you to understand my writings,I want you to feel it so it's up to you what to get from it...
tnx again:)

[Jessica Samuelsen]

lots of rhythm... has a narrative twist to it... leaves me questioning.... what is she running from... The ominous feeling is tantalizing I want to know more!