Amity

inspired by my friends... ;)

I thought I’m done but I’m crying again

Alone… I don’t want them to see

Tears inside of me, flowing endlessly

Even in my dreams, heartbreaks are haunting me

I pray for serenity, I’m tired of crying silently

Everyone is laughing around me

I wish to enjoy their company

but it’s hard to pretend,

it’s hard to coat uncertainty

The more I try to suppress the sadness,

the more I feel so hopeless…

 

The reason that I cry is I stand alone

Alone all the time…

I thought no one would see,

I thought no one would come to me…

 

I’m thankful that you’re watching over me…

Making me smile when I don’t want to

Making me laugh when I don’t have to

You’re trying to read the mystery beyond my eyes,

Not forcing me to explain what lies behind

Silence in between but I can feel your presence

I’m grateful that someone understands…

 

I thought I'm just like the cold breeze,

And my heart will be forever covered with mist…

Author's Note

written: August 16, 2014 Saturday 11:30 pm
(Philippine time)

Reviews

[Maglia Weaver Twill]

Beautiful expression, these are your precious feelings

[Aprille]

Thank you :)

[Maglia Weaver Twill]

That is no problema

[Alex Boyd]

This was touching and made me go all nostalgic remembering the times how I use to feel.

[Aprille]

Thank you. :)

[Blu Ski]

Your poem really showed some strong emotion and was beautifully written.

[Aprille]

Thank you. :)

[Eagle Cruagh]

If you need friends, count me in.
I like your poem---- a lot.
Thank you,
---- Eagle Cruagh

[Aprille]

So kind of you. .. :) :) Thank you. :)

[Sophy Freebirds]

Just want to give you a big squishy hug... :) i lack freinds... sad!! Still i have some chosen ones .. but the longing the desperation really touched me. Sometimes its just a hug from a pal which can make you smile. Nicely written from the core :)

~Sophy

[Aprille]

A poem from my heart, quite personal.. like you, my friends are really chosen ones. I guess we can get along if we see each other in person. :) ;)

[Sophy Freebirds]

Yea sure.. online friends count too.. :) ★takecare sweetie★

[Aprille]

Oh thank you so much Sophy. ;)

[Tricia Pattinson]

Love your choice of words and the last line is very nice!

[Aprille]

Thank you. :)

[Dayran]

Its nice to share with someone ... the wonder we feel ... about life ... and have them affirm that they feel it too. Nice ...

[Aprille]

Thank you Dayran. :)

[Anne Timmins]

Very expressive, excellent work

[Aprille]

Thank you.

[Eve Ola]

The reason that I cry is I stand alone
Alone all the time…
I thought no one would see,
I thought no one would come to me…

Its lije you penned this from my side. totally relatable. thanks for sharing this piece

[Aprille]

Thanks Eve. :)

[John Anderson]

This is writing from the heart.

[Aprille]

Thank you John. :)