Inspiration

Why does inspiration only come in moments of, frustration

When I'm pacing, mind is in a hopeless state, contemplating

My center feels a million miles away

But words connect like the obvious cliche

In the dialect, maybe in the story, where's the replay

Is my perception delayed, been decayed

Like yours when the message was relayed

If I rely only on emotion I'll be coastin towards a host of problematic quotients

But if logic is my potion passions pulling at my coat tails

I feel like f****n frankenstein without the throat nail

What have I created in myself, that dwells, in a perpetual cell

afraid to ride when the wind catches sails, rather push on like a snail

entitled in my fail, sippin on the holy grail

Reverted back to watchin the coincidences pass through

Calling them coincidence, thinking of them as chance

Instead of; as a chance, at a glance, I'm a dunce

Like the homerun hitter, always going for a bunt,

Always knew that I know about the notions, but I'm smoking on this blunt

Please realize I'm higher than the sun, once it rises, once it falls I up it one

Wow, life's so f****n fun, being stuck in limbo hurts my back, could someone raise the bar some?

I got some questions for the one, am I stuck in a proliforation

Or am In still on the path of the ancients

Is there such thing as stuck, such thing as truly fucked up?

The totality is tough to stuff inside my half empty cup

Now that things completely full of diluted muck

But a blessing to the messenger who's testing me on luck

Got a question for the editor, the meditative evaluator

Am I riding up the escalator? or stuck on a qualitative elevator

Broken gears, should have asked god for a quantum matter respirator

Quantitative estimators, couldnt even guestimate, the odds

of wether I am on a path, or tromping through the forest wearing clogs

Turn the damn cogs, flip the page, am I in the right chapter

Now I'm not even enraged

Now I'm foating like a rubber schmucky, coasting like a bubbles buddy

I'ma go post in the shade, with some high grade