Work in progress

What's the purpose of this circus

I've been hurting feeling nervous

Since I realized the surface

has been pirated by serpents

Is this a legitimate version

Or a convergence in a sermon

Wasps are smawrmin on my head

And all the rebels are conforming

I don't want to be a normal human being

never seeing, consuming and eating

every bit of something

Until everything is nothing

Does it get better, or is never

Ever going to pull me like a lever

I could be clever in this endeavor

But what am I fighting to achieve

How can I believe

If I don't know a thing

And you don't know a thing

Then aren't we just floating in a sea

Of energy, so why are thoughts relentlessley

Tellin me to quell my breathing

Is this a trick of devilry, I need some brevity

To levee my thoughts, I need a penny

So that I can buy a wish, I don't think life's a b***h

I just think that I'm deficient in what it takes to live it

efficient, I'm not a robot, and I do not get the picture

That they're painting, its all tainted and jaded

Hateful and fading to even more distasteful everyday

I'm waiting for the day, that they blow us all away

And complete their elitist manifesto

Come up to the surface like cockroaches

When the radiation fades

This alienation that I'm creating

Worth debating, but I haven't found the patience

Contemplating my existence

I couldn't fix this in the basement

But upstairs is full of barely living agents

Of my imagination, crazy, I've managed to tame it

Many don't know that cradling

Inner rage and I'm barely able to subdue it

until I spew it on the page

I try to act positive, think positive, talk positive

But on the inside, it's the opposite

You won't find me talking s**t

Because this alpha male, macho sale safe plan

Is a buncha ugly cockiness

And it runs this world, and it funds this world

Some days I just wan a be done with this world

But for some reason, I brought a son into this world

So I can't do it, I don't think I could do it

What the heck am I doing

Bringing life into these ruins

Why are there humans

What purpose could we possibly serve

Nature lives harmonically

While we destroy it sardonically

Honestly, I doubt we can sustain it

It's not aimless, but the current situation is erroneous

and shameless, and I don't even know if we can hone what we've been shone

These phony evil clones will probably blow it all to stones

All these intruders from mars, saturn and jupiter

are duping ya, got nuclear coolers to chill their nuclear heaters

To heat their nuclear reactors, we're all living in fear factor

Except they don't tell you the ingredients

So drink your' beer with laughter, and eat you're deep fried rapture

There's no prize, you just die, and then you leave this b***h

I'm just perceiving this, I'm just a jumbled webb of thought

Spilling out of a pot of beating fists

Am I conceiving of this bullshit pit, fits of sickness

And relig-ulous bishops dressing like wizards

Can i get a witness,