Late Night Thoughts

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night

Something just doesn’t seem right

I miss your touch, I miss you here

I hate sleeping when you aren’t near.

I screwed up and made a mistake

I know this enough to keep me awake

I’m sorry just doesn’t seem like enough

But this lack of communication is getting rough

Day and night I think about how to fix this

Because you and me I really do miss

To turn back time and stop me

How harmful could a little lie be?

Well now I know and suffer more

Behind what seems to be a closed door

I never meant to hurt you

And now I don’t know what to do

All those times and smiles we shared

Showing how much that we did care

To throw it all away at one time

I committed the worse relationship crime

I deserve to be punished throw away the key

Leave me in the dark, jail cell me.

For to hurt the most beautiful thing in life

And be the cause of so much strife

How can I make amends?

So we don’t end up as kind of friends

I love you and that is no lie

I would die for you, or at least try

But in the end I’m just a man

Who made a mistake and ruined the plan

Who broke the heart he wanted so bad

And made the girl so mad.

I’m sorry, I hate me

This isn’t who I want to be

Was the lie to impress you?

Is that something I would really do?

I can’t answer that no matter how I try

Because any answer would be a lie

I hope that one day you forgive me

And maybe see me for who I really be

But for now I will leave you alone

And stay a while on my own

For I just need to give you space and time

So I wrote this stupid rhyme

As a way to get on by

And in hopes you will one day forgive my lie