Desperate Love

 "It's 1 AM! She must be sleeping, i shouldn’t disturb her." But yet, I did. Couldn’t stay without writing that "I love u" to her. I just had to say it. No reply. 5, 10, 15, 20, 30, 45 minutes passed, and yet there was no reply. I silently accepted the fact that she was sleeping and curbed my feelings and everything else if was thinking of telling her tonight. I immersed myself in my favourite pastime activity these days, looking at her pictures on my cell and just wondering, "How can someone mesmerize me with a single glance? How can she make me stop by and notice her? How can she look so awesome and yet be down-to-earth and with a heart of gold?" As I pondered over the answers to these questions which I was sure would never come to an end, my cell flashed a new message. The message said "m nt able to sleep.. cnt stop thnkng of u.." and it felt like, my insides were swelling up with love and love and only love.

 

We kept talking for another hour or so, before i somehow got her to sleep. After all, a girl needs her beauty sleep, u know. After she left, I wished I hadn’t let her go. She left saying, "m nt going anywhr.. m slpn in ur arms..love uuuu..." I just didn’t know what to say. It felt like... oh forget it, I can’t tell u how it felt. I could feel her, her hand in my hand, fingers entwined. And the reigning silence made a thousand promises. She slept off thinking of me, but I couldn’t do that. Her thoughts were taking over, and sleep was impossible to come by.

 

"How can she be so perfect? How can we love each other so much? How can we be so far, and yet so near? With not a single word spoken, we understand what each other wants to say. How can that even be possible? How can I know what she wants before she even says it? How can she say 'I love u too' before I even said I love u?" Maybe, this is truly love. The feeling that changes your life forever. Makes your life a living heaven and brings a smile to your face even when u want to cry. If this is truly so, then all I want to say is thank you and am so glad we found each other. I love u...

Reviews

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bow wow wow.... can read it forever... would have this with me even when i leave my corpse... just cannot ever express how special you are...

[Adelia Alighieri]

Really liked your feelings; they're positively 'manly' and 'caring'.
Was good to read before bedtime.