Mental discord

A poetic description of all the negativity in my mental thought process

For the past month I’ve lived with the darkness in me.

My moods have been loneliness, fear, and envy.

I love being alive and well

But, sometimes I feel like I’m under a spell.

I think I’m still stuck in my shell.

People tell me to put on a smile.

Little do they know my mood swing may take awhile.

At least America has cleaner air.

But I still can’t get over the fact I started pulling out my hair.

You’re probably saying right now, “this kids life isn’t fair”.

Looks could be deceiving, people are always grieving.

And I can’t wait for the mental breakdown I’ll be receiving.

For those reading this I’m fine.

It’s just I don’t know how to unwind.

I used to feel alone, but now I found people I can call me own.

Sometimes my life seems like it’s constantly going to be broken.

Which could be why these feelings have suddenly awoken.

But, this comes with a price I’ll be able to afford.

Now that a try to destroy my mental discord.

Author's Note

Every human being experiences emotional problems, some worse than others, but the first step in getting rid of them is by talking to someone about it.