One Last PoemA Poem by Anthony J(to Frank O'hara)One final stanza, one last before I further loosen these old screws. Oh mind! I am losing my grip on you, Even now, the doors to my bedroom open inch by inch while I gaze away in fast wisps at the eiffel tower, without being anywhere near Paris, playing pretend, living in dusty illusion bought secondhand, easier not to dream for myself. What! Yes! There is most certainly a draft in here. Burnt Sienna, Boron, Noxious, Dazzle me! Sweep these granite-etched responses to questions like how are you? and what is this poem about? up past the attic floor! Houses of sand in the head crumble the best anyway, not so rigid, collapse the mind in love and purple music and suffocation and complete and utter lack of self-awareness, feeling good and looking better, Rachmaninoff was born on april fool's day, not me, so best use of time is probably true love anyway screw this preoccupation with writing. I’d rather be boring than hated, rather liked than understood, even by myself. I was close to self-realization last January when I found the surprise inside and took it for my soul. Remember back before corners happened? I suppose that’s fine and yes there is a draft, but lets lay in it and make lines of feral cold across this old and sterile place. © 2016 Anthony JReviews
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