Before I die

Everytime we choose safety, we reinforce fear.

The place is dark, so deep and drenched

My heart palpating, my body so sweaty

Realizing its nothing, but a nightmare

I jump with fear, for the things i have seen

Its quiet in there, echoes of your voice

shadows everywhere, but no one is visible

I just kept staring, to see another fellow

round and round i turned, no one was there

In circles i walked, scared of my own steps

Up and down I looked, the walls were falling

The tunnel so dark, but still you see shadows

Is it a movie or mystery, I kept wondering as I walk

Far away i see light, and the walls started shaking

My feet stood still, i can not take another single step

I call mom and dad I call my siblings names, i called all names I know

And A weird sound came out so loud, don't be a fool you are here alone

Shaking, shivering and sudden tremors, my own body felt heavy

I see fire and water at the same time, I see land full of rocks

I fear where to go and then I screamed, and then i thought am I dead

In a minute or so I felt cold, I breathe in deep to release the tension   

I turn around and look up, I see a beautiful sky

Then rain start falling, thunderstorms and lightning so scary

I run to hide under the rock, my heart felt what if the rock fell

Weakness all over i felt, with fear my heart bit stopped

I walked a step and down i fall, i look round i see heaven

Oh poor me so bad i have lived, sins i have done so plenty

Don't know if I am good enough, for God to grant me passage

On my knees to ask forgiveness, was too late my time is up

Then i see shadow and the door open, I see light and no one else

I open my eyes i turn my face, its six o'clock my watch says

where am I and what happened, on the floor beside my bed

To drown the fear that woke me up, I stood up fast for a glass of water

I think of my life and the things i have done

I don't know if the good i have done is enough

With fear deep within i kneel down and say

Its just a dream before I die