I should have kissed you

we have been going like this for so long,

its as if this has consumed our lives,

if i could change one thing, can i change your mind?

change the way you speak, the way you think,

spining records for lovers,

i should have kissed you,

slitting wrist,

nuse,

pills,

God dog

i question myself and answer,

i dont need you, you, you or you

in moments i set sail to infinity