Eventually, You Will Fade

it's almost a story of the person inside us all. the person who dwells on fear, hatred, and anger. It's about that one person trying to change himself. trying to fix what bridges he has burned burned.

I've been trying for years now

to escape this fate.

desperately i clench my fists

try to choke off the destiny in this.

fly and hope all like me will wish

wish to open the door, the gate

but fate escapes as i'm filled with hate

why did i make this decision?

why didn't i fight for a brighter vision?

one half says i've learned my lesson the other

said this is only the beginning of this session

i'd cry out for help.

if only someone could hear me.

i led myself into this darkness

now i'm the only one who can help me

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems. what do you think about the word usage?