A Free Write by:Erica Ross & Marktavius Littles

Well my best friend and I had a lot on our chest that we needed to get off, and I texted her one day and said"I feel like writing" then bam! This is what we came up with!

I feel like I don't know what to do anymore
I feel like I don't know what's real anymore
Searching high and low for a cause that isn't there
Cause what's missing is a piece inside that I never knew was here

Waking up everyday with blank expressions
Going day to day with no expectations
Everyday it feels like I just go through the same s**t
I'm not pessimistic I just don't know if something's are worth it

Cause everyday it's a void inside my soul
From doing things that are constantly getting old
It's not that I don't already know
I just don't know which way to go

Reaching a crossroad in my path way
Should I take the right way or the wrong way?
Either way I go I always end up where I don't belong
Trying to fit in where I don't fit in at all

Then I find myself doing things that are wrong
Foolishly thinking that it's only to evolve
When I know that I shouldn't be doing this at all
But is it really my fault?

No it's not..
I'm just guilty by association
And my associations are guilty by generation
You can't blame me at all
I'm just playing by ear, that's all

So I'll just keep blowing my problems away in this blunt
Drinking my broken heart away cause I do what I want
Taking my chances with this game called life
And just maybe if I ever get it right I can come back and live it twice

Author's Note

We might have a lot of spelling errors, we texted this back and forth as a free write.