Just me being honest (Part 2)

just me typing what's on my mind again.

What goes around comes around...so when you do good,shouldn't something good comeback to you? i feel like every time i do something good...something bad always follow or things just tend to not go in my favor. Maybe it's just not my time for that soon to come blessing? maybe this is just a test? i mean, that's what life is anyway, right?