She's Out of My League, contradictions, the internet and love:

A Story by anon513

Writing style set to the tone of Chuck Klosterman, one of the greatest minds in my opinion. The style is meant to flow ideas and concepts together that are seemingly unconnected.

Note: I'm too embarrassed and come out and say this is my work. I know, I don't want anyone to know which is counter to the piece. If you subscribe to Briggs-Meyer, I'm INFJ. I'm shy right now and while I am sometimes braver then this, I can't be that right now. Even if it's not meant for you, if you like, please share! :)

I think the movie She's Out of My League is why love doesn't exist in this world. While the outcome is wrong, the point is correct. Love does not exist. In order to find love is near impossible except for the rich and affluent.

Even then it's likely impossible.

First, being rich and affluent will attract someone trying to take advantage of you. The larger the reward, the harder people try to knock you down.

The game of love is rigged.

Likely not everyone is with the right person. If it was true, divorces wouldn't happen. Being with a person whose good for you isn't likely the same as being with someone perfect for you.

Maybe just love relating to myself, But, really, maybe that's what makes it all worth it in the end.

For a concept of love. A glimmer of hope, a statistical anomaly.

But in order to reach love, you must be active:

You have to be charming and graceful with word. Precise, provoke the heart to reach out for it's other half. Send a signal out there that lets them know you're waiting until you finally meet. Your true love.

Before the 90's, It use to be an impossibility. Given how slow information traveled and how long it took to find them.

With the advent and the large usage of the internet though, it makes it highly possible.

When before you met only hundreds of people in your life, you now meet ~~millions~~ billions.

Through a simple click, that simple post.

To find love comes down to that, not anything more.

To find love you must be unwilling to subjugate to others, to only yield to love and perfection.

That's why I often space out while staring at this screen, while I fly around cyber space. I can't help but wonder, if you're out there, finding my words.

Hopelessness springs hope, so I bide my time and I keep my mind busy. Learn more, work more, because I want to be my best for you.

I just hope you can look past my f**k ups, and I worry you won't. But, all those moments have lead me to you.

Why?

That concept of you.

That concept that statistically likelihood of being heard, repeated, heard, and repeated will eventually lead these words to you.

It'll be serendipity too.

Because, that's the greatest aspect of this all, radio waves will forever transmit, somewhere, at some place. Eventually it'll reach you.

But for now... I'm here... just staring out my window waiting for it to be heard.

It's funny though, if I never meet you, I won't lose nerve. Because eventually this message, this thought, will be found in this universe by you to this message.

But if we do meet, and I don't know yet how, why, or who you are, but if we do... this moment, I can safely say that... I love you. For what you did, for who you are, just you everything about you.

I also know, my life likely has never been the same since I met you.

I can't wait, because if it's heard, if it's really you YOU, every moment has been an adventure to me.

May we bring this idea be the one we leave with our friends too.

Bliss, hope, serendipity. Etched, in the walls of time.

Because at the end of the day, the universe is for living, so let's live it together, me and you.

Keep fighting though honey, because I've been waiting so long to find you already.

I want what we're meant to be. Just us, everyone we know,fighting to protect the world around us. Giving the world hope, giving the universe a message of love and doing good in the world. Because good is what our universe wants.

So may we eventually find each other. May our futures be a brighter one...

because I can't wait.

for...

this

message to reach

you.

I love you.

Re-read this message, with the message I've just left for you.