Ignorance

more feels yay

You left me
when I needed you the most.
Was I the parasite
and were you my host?

There's a hole in my heart.
Why were we ever apart?
As I fall deeper into this trap,
regret and guilt fills the gap.

Those distant days filled with happiness
Can I get them back, more or less?
With this heart and mind that will never heal,
the twisting agony keeps getting more real.

My eyes are blind,
and I cannot find,
a reason anymore.
I have closed the door.

To this colorless place,
To this empty space,
To myself within.
I can no longer win.