SilencedA Poem by outdoorgirl0814Silenced. No one would believe me If I claimed that I
am not allowed to speak Too many words they would
say. but I am not allowed
to utter them Quietly, gently, all
the words I long to say cut off before they
leave my mouth. New words put in and
argued with. Perhaps not silent,
but silenced I remain The words they allow me to utter grow louder Loud they say,
Yelling, shouting, screaming These are the
adjectives I hear And yet why am I not
heard, with all this chaotic, ear-shattering noise that I supposedly
emit? The words are cut off
again this time I am
silenced by my own volume I try to explain How I do not hate
trains That I am not one so
much older That eschews the
roller coaster That I got enjoyment From my employment But I am once again
silenced This is not what we
heard, they say They give me words I
didn’t speak They tell me these
words are enough for them. Cherry picking from
the past then accusing me of the same. But you, you get to
speak Your words are light
and funny and easy Monkeys and chickens They will cook with
you in the kitchen You don’t try to
explain Because you are to
blame It’s easy for you Since I hide what you
do I am victim of your
narrative But they are too
young and yet too old to believe it was you who gave it to them They say it is my
narrative It is what I told
them with all of my many, many ear-shattering complex words Will I die keeping
the world safe from your secrets And everyone will
breathe a sigh of relief that my loud, loud silence is gone? © 2018 outdoorgirl0814 |
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1 Review Added on April 15, 2018 Last Updated on April 15, 2018 Tags: betrayal, depression Authoroutdoorgirl0814CAAboutI'm a mom and a scientist, just now embracing writing. I used to write songs, started it up again and now exploring poetry to express my pain, non-fiction to address social issues and creative fiction.. more..Writing
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