kNOT4U

kNOT4U

                                                                                                        andy warhol

                                                                                           'green car crash' 1963

kNOT4U

my life didn't flash

it did not flutter

nor stop

not tumble

or falter

did not stumble 

or fall to its knees

it brought 

to lie

close by

the anger

the angers

carried heavy

balanced perilously

on shoulders tired

of journey

back and forth

forth and back

over

and 

over

the same                                            tired

worn paths

of the                                                                        tired

worn paths

lain in heap

lain in heaps

reminding

the costs

wasted time

brings 

unanswered

unasked questions

goals unset

words unspoken

promises broken

lies told

tears tasted

smiles not given

a time needed to say

enough     enough     already

i get it

i am only in charge

of that 

kept secret within

this secret me 

unknown

by you     to you

certainly not for you

not four ewe

knot four ewe

knot4u

knot4u

knot4u

moi