if you can read this

what do you think ? i want to know

what, what, what ? my mind keeps screaming what is this ? what is that ? who are you ? where have you come from ? is this correct ? is this wrong ? how do i know ? how can i not know ? am i right ? am i wrong ? do you rememmber ? are you doubting me ? i am good ? am i bad ? wassup ? wats down ? and then silence.......... trance ......... let go ....... a complete let go..... what will happen ? who knows .... who cares.... wassup... all's good .... yeah... definitely... why not.... if all can be bad... all can also be good... try it.... all is good ..... smile... smile some more.... ya thats it.... now keep smiling,,,,, wow... :D :D :D :D :D


rubbish.... speak some rubbish... you always try to speak well... and out comes rubbish... so now try to speak rubbish ..... there are a lot of people who speak rubbish... people... thats what you are really concerned about... arent you ? .,... are you concerned about what people might think ? what people might say ? what people might do.? who are these people ? where did these people come from ? did you call them ? have you sent out any invitation, inviting them to this world, this place, at this time, with so and so person ? so why has he come ? do you care? do you care where has he come from ? what does he do ? why does he do it ? why isnt he doing anything else ? would you really want to know what is it that he is saying ? what is it that he really means ? and what is it that he really cares for ? what does he care for ? ahhh... hmmm... ahhhh... hmmmm... dont know, i guess ..... so you always guess, you can guess what he might think and say about your actions ,.. but did you think, that just like you he has absolutely no clue and actually just like you he also doesnt care about what you think and say... hahaha... isnt that a beauty... he is you... but a different you.... you expect him to do everythintg that you dont do yourself... hahaha... isnt that a reason to laugh out loud... hahaha... seriously...whaty are you thinking... how can he do hings that you yourself dont do... i mean why would he do it... he can do it... some might be doing it already... but why will he do it ? what will be his reason for doing it ? you cant know about that... how can you know what is his reason to do it... if you knew of that reason wouldnt you be doing it as well... can you know a reason to do something and still you dont do it... a reason to even have a bath is drilling enough to keep reminding you to do it... so are all other reasons... if you have a reason to call someone and say i love you... you will do it... how can you not do it ? you have a reason now to do it... so you will do it without thinking or without any care for whatever happens... so just like that for the things you are not doing... you can never possibly understand the reason behind it.... so underany and every circumstance you will always be slightly off the taret when assuming what was the real motive. so fuk it... i dont care why you do what you do as long as you dont bother with what i do and how i do it... if you understand a bit of it and think its still cool... great... if you find yourself in a situation where you mind freezes up and cant compute anylonger and extracting a proper response or an action is thing of constant analysing and not just as simple as a reflex... then f**k off.... great.. f**k off always feel great... can i ask you to f**k off..
will you f**k off... try saying f**k off... you will always twitch a little... coz you know its a powerfoll word...  F**K OFF ... see... it more stronger than  ALL OF THESE WORDS PUT TOGETHER... roll your eyes over them and you will be able to note it... but thats is secondary what we really need to discuss is, how are we ? do you know how are we doing in life ? i mean are we doing good or are we doing bad ? are we on the right path or hopelessly lost... hmm... how can we ever know.. how will we know where we are going unless we reach there... you can laways carry a map... a map.. yes... but wont a map take away the sense of adventure... the sense of adventure... that is one of the senses you need to keep alive all the time... the sense of adventure... it is much more thrilling than the sense of knowledge... the sense of knowledge is comforting... relaxing.. humble noble and sleepy... but the sense of adventure is foolish.. smilish... careless.. and carefree... is jumpy.. is joyey... is a rush...is always houseful... is wow and all that in the middle.. it is non stop.. it is crazy.. it is active... it is alive... it is careful... but it is always unaware.... and it favourite word is fuk it,,, hahaha... say it loud... f**k it... f**k it... fuuccckkkkk iiitttttt..... now say it without a sound... see your lips turn into a smile after the 'it' ... hahaha.. its all autmatic baby... auto-matic... in your care... auto-manic... the maniac comes out when ever he feels and wishes for.... hahahahahahaha... :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D