When angels Depart...

i bled my heart when i wrote this..

who are u that stepped into my life.
stopped me from cutting myself, using the knife.
a shimmering presence u bring in the air,
all i do is sit and stare.
such beauty and grace flow through ur face,
visions of u in my dreams, i cant erase.
will u let me step a bit close,
feel ur fingers and match our toes.
my heart feels like a butterfly,
fall on my back now i can see the sky.
u've turned me into a laughing man,
something special only an angel can.
promise me u'll spend some time, with me,
lie in ur lap, for some time u'll let me be.
ur fragrance, is what holds me close,
how it makes me feel, my heart only knows.
i promise to be gentle, and care.
never cause a tear, never let you frown, i dare.
jus be with me for some time,
tell me, you too, wanna be mine.
i'll fight the gods and will keep u close,
i'll let them know its now me, you've chose.
how can i let go of such a beautiful thing,
i know its somewhere, that she hides her wings.
and that makes fall in love with her,even more,
her niceness and warmth, how not can you adore.
please let her stay with me for some more while,
to let her go, i m in constant denial.
common god !,you have fairies too,
her work cant you make someone else do.
i too, need her in my life,
i'll be more powerful than u, if she becomes my wife.
that is what you are afraid of, arent you ?
you know my love for her is really true.
every time you cant do this to me,
give me pain and call it destiny.
u scared, maybe she can love me too,
u can see, how her fondness has grew.
i promise to be nice and good,
jus this once if you could,
give me a break and let us be,
show her my world, so much for her to see.
i promise to take real good care,
i'll wash her toes and compliment her hair.
no one else can do what she makes me do,
she makes me wanna live, and try something new,
she makes me wanna laugh and smile and shout,
with her holding my arm, i am never in doubt.
ok !, do what it is that you must,
god is great, in him we trust,
patience will bring its fruit eventually,
till then i sit and ponder upon destiny.
didnt even give me time to say good bye ?
and i promised her, i will not die,
i will not cry.