in the name of the father.... and his son....

this one in really dear to me..... for all the people who idolize their father as a god figure

dont ever forget this ......

have you ever been slapped back to reality
and still the mind fails to register the magnitude, the actuality
where would you go when your world starts falling apart
what answer do you have, and you thought you were always smart
what will you do when your god ignores your good deeds
if that was not enough, he expresses his own naive needs
whose head are you supposed to grab and smash against the wall
all the screaming and yelling doesnt seem to matter him, at all
what use is god if your devotion he fails to understand
what do you when father asks you to be a man
how heavy my hand feels, i put on the brakes
i want smash him across his face
what took you so long, do you realize you are a bit late
dont grab on my shoulders,and ask me to wait
why didnt you tell me, everything in me you hate
where was your judgement upto this date ?
how ugly is my existence, i cant get enough angry
i gave up my life, to be misunderstood by my family ?
whose fault is it, no one's to be blamed
time loss done, can never be regained
the sound of crash has maybe made my mind numb
only one thing on my mind, now there's no where to run
i have pit my heels against you father, lets have a race
this time i wont wait back just looking at your face
i want to take control, you can go sit by the fence
let me surrender myself, entirely in your defense
you questioned me the question most dear to my soul
you questioned my pride, my substance, my ego, my whole
forgive me for i shall not be able to forgive you again
i shall earn your blessings, i promise you, in the end.


the end.

Reviews

[angry_pandit]

wow... i love this one.... s**t... all the emotions jus came rushing back...