all his fault

falling down a dark hole

weeping a horrid cry

faster faster

almost hitting the ground

you wake up

trembling from your almost death

trying to go back to sleep

but unable you hear the words i love you

open your eyes lok around its ur ex

holding a knife over your face

he says calm go back to sleep

your trust him and do what was said

you follow the knife with your eyes closed

right when he almost  cutt your throat you opened your eyes

only to find him gone and his girlfriend in his place

you grab and throw her by the hand over the couch and scream

herlosing he knife you take it cuttyou wrist for every time you have ever missed him

your arm covered in blood

you lie down to never wake up