Ch1. A day in the Life Of.....
Here I am sitting in the dark again holding onto that lifeline. Writing
away on my laptop in my journal because writing is my taple in life. Not like I
don’t have millions of notebooks that are also journals and I use every singal
one of them when my fancy strikes that day. Like starving artists all through
the ages, I long for my art to become profitable, but that dream has not become
areality yet. After “one of those days” feeling icky as the fall progresses
into cold and flu season steadily, it’s managed to leave me in the state it
brought to me. Feeling dejected and cataloging my poor life choices trying to
find solutions.
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Months ago I had a good paying job that tool up
all my time, and gave me comfy income wen I thought I needed 300 dollars a week
to feed myself. I can guarantee that’s not what I survive on now. I now curse
my hard working ways. Forgive me working world, because I have to have an
environment where people care about their job and doing their best. I don’t
take well to that is just how it is….
I more of the type lets do something about it! Bsides making excuses. In
a job transition, the new job fell through and here I am almost 28 and
struggling to get myself together. My faith has gotten me this far through this
ordeal. The verses are encouraging especially in a isolated time. Even if I
could reach friends and coordinate much needed unwind time, the funds just are
not there. I write consistently everyday even if it is just my Bible tiem notes
or journaling. I’ll be a pro writer when I bump it up to Both of those plus
regular writing. God knows I have the time. As hard as this has been I have to
say that is very nice, even though the income is not there yet it feels great
to devote my time to investing in my relationship with Christ and my writing.
When that opportuniy comes, I will be ready to knock it out of the park. When
nothing else goes right in my life I have God and I have writing, no one can
take those things away from me. I still search for a job, but resources are
limited. So here I am day in and day out honing my skills and looking as I am
able. Though it is hard, I stay excited about the future. I guess that is what
you get to take ab=way when you get to do what you love. Today I am among
those. The truly victorious even though I am penniless. Still I count my
blessings and cut my loses, negativity never helped anyone as it breeds itself.
So come back and see where life finds me tomorrow. Later!