The Blues Story 💐🩷

I miss him ! I don't miss how he showed me his true colors. I hope to find someone who makes me feel special and follows through with their promises ! 🥹🩷💐

The end 

Sunday was supposed to be a special day. A special moment…I trusted him but I'll try not to do that again. 

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A dream 

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I am going to find a new boy that looks like a teddy bear And we'll date And he will love me And he will be so proud of me And he'll show me off to his family and friends ! 

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 Wait, maybe….my value shouldn't be placed on men no matter how lonely I feel….. 

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A new beginning: 

I'll try to paint my nails, and breathe through my tragedies, and walk slowly and let my feet hurt the ground, and hug my puppy, and be a student and work hard at work, and try to not be lazy or use shortcuts ! I want to make smoothies, too! 

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Maybe my new beginning can be one without a boy, and without a girl…but with me who loves me ! Something very wonderful this morning is when I read that people can have the wrong idea about me, and that it isn’t my job to correct them or 100% convince them of who I truly am. 

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With my previous lovers and friends, maybe I wasn’t the best. But, I’m healing and improving everyday. It’s okay if they never know this. Creating a life where I belong to nobody except me, and I love myself more than the idea of someone else loving me is a precious world to create for myself. ❤️☕ It's important to love your heart, and it's okay if others misunderstand you. Maybe it's not our job to make them see us in the light we see ourselves in.❤️ 

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And just because other people don't like us doesn't mean we have less worth ! You will heal, my love 🥹 

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My friend once told me: 

"I've been told my best trait is my kindness and sweetness and that it's ok that I'm more sensitive than others so I think about that often �'�"

And I think me and her are the same with this. And it's okay to be sensitive and to love deeply ! I just want to feel that way about myself, but day by day I will and am! It's not an overnight process. There is so much love to be given to me by me!

~to be continued!~

Author's Note

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