lost at seaA Poem by Athena Angel
tears well up gently
they glide down so slowly like drops on a windshield when it rains you freely flowed in the waves never really complained even when a storm, they became you were lost at sea same as me not having found that feeling of being understood so well no secrecy, no hiding, we fit so easily i don’t know what that means i don’t know how to stay when it could lead to an ending when it can lead to you choosing and i can’t bear if it’s not me you were lost at sea same as me never having felt that feeling of being understood so well it had been tiring, tasking, but we fit so easily maybe that’s all this is i’m mistaking kindness for the unmistakable the thing they always warn about you’re just nice to me you show affection in subtle ways but it sticks with me for days you hold my hand, your lips touch my thigh but that’s just it, it’s friendly it has to be, you have a guy you were lost at sea same as me not having ever felt the feeling of being loved authentically no strings, no sneaking, you two fit so easily i stare at you as you stare at the sun you said you knew how much i loved you stare into me relentlessly i look away so bashfully one day it had changed we were not the same our laughs echoed across hallways, canyons, continents the vast and complex nature in which you exist you’re my best friend i was lost at sea that’s where you found me white flag waving cause i had never really felt that feeling of being loved so purely no second thought, no aftershock, you love me © 2021 Athena Angel |
AuthorAthena AngelFlagstaff, AZAboutMy name's Athena, I am a college student who loves to write songs, poetry, stories and anything else you can think of! more..Writing
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