Just A Thought

There's this constant thought that lingers in my brain

It's been there so long I'm going insane

What would happen if I disappeared?

Would anyone cry 

Or mostly just cheer?

At this point I'm scared

I'm in too deep

Burned enough bridges

I have no choice but to leap

Looking up as I fall through the air

Down to my death with the burdens I bare

Reflect on my life

What people perceived

A heart of regret

As I'm finally relieved

A peaceful calm overtakes me

I'm back where I began

Lost, with no feeling

And I can't say that I'm scared there is nothing past death

It's better than this world and the constant pain in my chest

So I turn off the lights

Sink into the calm

With the darkness approaching

I'll be happy I'm gone