Mess You've Made

The way you look at me
Means more than you think
2 a.m. I can only think of you
Your smile, your silly faces, your laugh
You are what gets me through the day
I'm not sure if loving you is right
Or if I even know what love is
But you know how to pull me in
And let me go
Many missed calls
Many unread texts
Only those show me the truth
But then you come around again
Messing me up
I'm not here for your convenience
But you sure as hell think I am
I can't help but fall deeper
And deeper into this mess
Knowing this might not be worth fighting for
And I find myself more heartbroken than the day before
You say you love me
But not 100%
I'm lost for words
I can't think straight
You say you want me
Need me
But yet I'm not good enough
I'm not fully loved