Stormy Weather

It's not that I'm scared, it's just worry

Getting hard to breathe, panicked in this hurry

I used to think this dizziness a cure

Turning it ugly, something I thought so pure

 

I think of ways for it to stall

This commotion has caused a flaw

It's not that it wasn't there before

Locked away, you've opened the door

 

I wonder back, how did this all happen

I can't keep this all trapped in

Why do I keep passing around this key

All failed attempts to set me free

 

I don't know what to do anymore

This confusion is keeping me down, keeping me sore

It's getting hard to hold it together

But I'm too scared to make it severed

 

I should stop asking all these favors

Looking into the eyes of faux saviors

I always take just one more chance

Sending me back to this side-stepped dance

 

Closed in from all around

Again, it's got me feeling down

I debate if I am insane

Or is it normal to feel this kind of pain

 

I take a few steps back

And I think I will collapse

Nothing left to pick me up

Burried beneath, I am stuck

 

I don't know what to do anymore

This confusion is keeping me down, keeping me sore

It's getting hard to hold it together

Forever trapped in stormy weather