And God Damned Me

Blah Blah Blah

I think I am drinking too much

but I don’t think I really give a f**k

My life has never been filled absolute good luck

and sometimes the negative outweighs the positive 

So there are times when my life really does suck

I hate the world

but I love the people in it so much

I wish those who cared would just forget me

because I’m not worthy

I hurt any that get close to me

and can’t no God or Devil protect you

if I actually let you hurt me

I’m a Pisces and I hate that I feel your pain

like you were me

this is the curse of being blessed with such empathy 

for a seemingly worthless humanity

AND GOD DAMNED ME

when I was torn from my mother’s womb

in a Cesarean method that seems

to have marked me for Doom

but even the Gods don’t understand 

that this Earth was meant to be my tomb

At least I’m physically alive so I can get drunk

and howl at the moon......

which is my favorite card in the Thoth Tarot

but honestly, except for Victoria,

nobody seems to care, though....

I guess I’m done with these rhymes for a minute

but best believe that

Drew Kazinsky is not quite finished.

AnF

Berkeley, Ca

040118