Nightmare of No Purpose

In this void, I’ve closed my eyes

Thought all was fine, but it was all a dream

Waking up to the nightmare of no purpose

No feeling, no one to cause feeling

I float in this space of no gravity, no skies

Nowhere to plant my feet, as it continues to seem

Wanting the pills, I long for the sweet release, a single dose

Closing my eyes, I wake not in my bed, not to the sight of my ceiling