Intoxicated Love

And then that’s when he said “I’m sorry I can’t be the person you want me to be” and the more I thought about it and pondered on that sentence I realized he was right.

He is not the person I want him to be, he isn’t even the person I want to be with.

I intoxicated this relationship with all my pain, for my past relationship and I was hurting him without even knowing.

My past lover hurt me so much I didn’t realize I was taking that out on someone else who would do absolutely anything for me and I wouldn’t move a finger for him.

He showed me the type of love I needed but it was not the type of love I wanted, well at least he was not the person I wanted the love from.

I was such an a*****e to him whilst he would be the sweetest.

He’d text me everyday at every minute to check up on me and I would not reply till hours later, and when I did answer he replied with such love and enthusiasm.

I don’t understand what kind of drugs he is on, calling me his love and that I’m everything to him.

He says I make him happy, but I don’t know how.. because me?

I haven’t been happy for a long time.

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[rowan.taylorrr]

I relate to this so much. By far one of my favorite pieces I have read

[Ana]

That made my day completely thank you